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getting stood up never hurt so badly
stupid fucker
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[22 Feb 2006|05:31pm] |
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Jen's got a new lover.. luckyyy she said that her other lover came into pick up stix to ask what she was doing that night. he gave her his number, and she said i'd like him. she said she'd introduce me. good. i hope.
because allison has an asian lover, and jen's got a greasy lover, and carolyn's got a polish lover, and nikki's got a stupid lover (but who really cares about niki anymore, i dont know why i even bothered mentioning her) and i've got no lover.
i had one but it lasted only about 10-20 minutes.
the other one i shouldn't give so much credit.. because he's mean.
so whatever, fuck it. i need money
sleepovers on late start wednesdays are HEELARREEOUS ps ineedmoney.
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[21 Feb 2006|11:28pm] |
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SO FAR IN 'O6 I HAVE.. [x] broken a promise. [x] made a new friend. [ ]fell in love [ ] fell out of love [x] done something you swore never to do [x] lied [ ] stole [x] went behind your parents back [x] cried over a broken heart [ ] disappointed someone close [ ] hidden a secret [x] pretended to be happy [ ] got arrested [ ]kissed in the rain [ ] slept under the stars [x]been in a fight [ ] kept your new years resolution [ ] forgot your new years resolution [ ] met someone who changed your life [ ] met one of your idols [ ] changed your outlook on life [x] sat home all day doing nothing [x] pretended to be sick [ ]left the country [ ]almost died [ ]smoked yourself retarded [ ] lost someone close to you [ ] been to the hospital [ ] gotten closer to someone or a group [ ] streaked [ ] cried over someone [ ] broke up with a gf/bf? [x] given up something important to you [ ] talked on the phone all night [x] learned something new about yourself [x] tried something you normally wouldnt try and liked it [ ] been to the cemetary [ ] been to the dentist [ ] been to a dermotologist [ ] been to a psychologist [ ] been asked if on drugs [ ] been out of the state [ ] painted [ ] made a change in your life [ ] found out who your true friends were. [x] made a total fool of myself [ ] met great people
AznSpUtNiK316: use big words so i sound smart tatiSavestheDay: i dont use big words tatiSavestheDay: the biggest words in my vocabulary are vocabulary tatiSavestheDay: and fuck AznSpUtNiK316: lmfao! AznSpUtNiK316: ur silly tati
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hello hello...
well, this weekend wasn't as great as i hoped it would be... for reasons known by a select few.
thursday night: went to justins, and yeah... friday night: worked and met up with carolyn and luke saturday night: movies, starbucks, "alyssa's house", home, suck sunday night: work, carolyn and luke, movie, now here monday night: work, home to do homework. perhaps a hair cut/dye in the day time.
i would like my stomach pains to go away.
burhs: ewww what you vanna dooo tomarrah eert: danah eert: sumtin fan
i kind of want a new job, meet some new people. maybe meet a guy.
I. NEED. A. HAIR. CUT.
you know i wish i was as social and as get-along-able as like the people at my work are/were. like robby and i got along and stuff and he said that we should hang out which would have included the whole lenny, courtney, jamie, luke and them's group. it was cool because they seemed like a nice bunch even though they are all crackheads (literally). but it all never happened for some reason. because they were all nice to me except courtney just becuase she was a bitch. ugh
i'm so glad that kenny doesn't work with me anymore.. SO GLAD OH MY GOD. holy shit, sometimes, i really do not understand myself. like at all. he quit, robby got fired, courtney got fired, and i think luke quit. lenny and i are hoping that matt will quit. just because he's dirty as fuck and retarded and just... fucking gay. put a drama girl who thinks she's a goth into a tooth decaying, rat's nest hair with a burray (sp) and a large plastic cross guy's body.
basically, it gets old. especially for me because i hate everyone. i'm hungry and achey.
and lonely.
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i'm broke now.
must buy CDs. must buy tickets. must pay mother back. must save money.
must get a life.
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[17 Feb 2006|11:25pm] |
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ugh man... that's all i have to say about everything right now.
i've been writing in my diary again lately. the last entry i made was in 9th grade. much has changed since then i believe. journaling should keep me busy.
ok it was all fucking POURING DOWN RAIN after work today. hahaha and i all thought that luke's car was all my car.. SO GAY. i can only imagine how retarded i looked running like a gayass in the rain. whatever fuck it.
burhs: "that makes your breath smelly!" eert: "ew i don't care i don't have anyone to kiss!" burhs: "ew okkkaayyy"
FUCK IT
ew ok that restless face all doesn't look very restless.
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[14 Feb 2006|06:50pm] |
tati: EW OK TU ALL DECIES A MI QUE TU NO LE GUSTA ALFREDO morbidart976: HAHAHAHAHAHAH
hahaha
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[11 Feb 2006|08:58pm] |
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i'm sucha a mother fucking loser.
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[08 Feb 2006|03:38pm] |
atiSavestheDay: when people have weird things about them like that i feel all retarded because i will seriously eat ANYTHING tatiSavestheDay: haha i know tatiSavestheDay: im so not picky tatiSavestheDay: im a garbage disposal DoNNyCaKes999: haha, sam DoNNyCaKes999: e DoNNyCaKes999: I eat disgusting shit DoNNyCaKes999: but it's delish
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[06 Feb 2006|04:05pm] |
Hiiiiiiiiiii e'eronnneee
who reads this or doesn't.
part of me wants to make this site more public, but another part of me just wants to keep it to the... maybe 3 or so people that read this just so i can continue to talk behind people's backs taht i dont like.
not that this has anything to do with what i just said, but I HATE MRS. ECKERT. OMG. I HATE HER. OOOMMMGGG.... she all thinks im some fucking dumbass (besdies the fact that i am) she doesn't even TALK TO ME enough to notice! just because im not some fucking rachel evans or kristy whateverthefuck teacher's pet does not make me dumbass. THANK YOU VERR MUCH.
::reading natalie's paper that i didn't do:: "geeze natalie you use a lot of big words! i all can't understand it!" "really? you can't understand it?" "haha no, i was just kidding." ::looks over to see NON OTHER BUT MRS. ECKERT STARING AT ME WITH THIS BLANK, OH MY GOD ARE YOU KIDDING ME FACE:: "HAHA I WAS JUST KIDDINg! i'm exaggerating" ::mrs eckert walks away with the same 'tati's an idiot face':: "OOOKAAAYYYYY now she all thinks that im some dumbass that can read! like at all!" "hahahhahaha tat i love you" ">:O"
me so mad! WAH!
imma meet carolyn and lukaz(daha) at bjs for dinner at 6. and be THE THIRD WHEEL! waaahhhh oh well. I just plucked my eyebrows. i should wash mah face but mah tutor is comin' so i don't have enough tahm. he reminds me of ben french but looks like crispin glover. sicko. but hot? ew i dont know. i have the weirdest taste in men. jeeebus.
NOTE TO THE ASSHOLE WHO SLASHED MY TIRE: you suck balls. I've been trying to think who it could have been... and I honestly can't think of anyone who hates/cares enough about me to even BOTHER to track down my car/location and stick a teeny knife in the side of it. You know what FUCK HIGH SCHOOL. THAT IS WHAT I SAY! Can't live with it, (n'less you become a famous celebrity with an income of $32094829393274298375247594275947597345975974973947598479527985729853120987953 per minute) and can't live with out it. In my opinion, I'd like to live, so I'll finish high school and go to college and get the fuck away from here. come back for summers at the beach, and go back to being an independently attractive woman who eats at diners with other intellectuals. just kidding. i'd want anything but that. I WANT TO HAVE FUN RIGHT NOW. I WANT A ROBOT TO GO TO SCHOOL AND GET STRAIGHT A'S FOR ME WHILE I GO OFF AND HAVE FUN. though having fun seems to get harder with each generation.
my tutors here. toodles.
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[02 Feb 2006|11:04pm] |
tatiSavestheDay: was i high? morbidart976: UM YES !
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it just makes me sadder. all this shit...
carolyn = :D + <3
imma slep. slep not sleep. slep.
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let's forget work and let's just listen to the clash
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[25 Jan 2006|12:01am] |
whither should i fly? i have done no harm. but remember now i am in this earthly world, where to do harm if often laudable, to do good sometime accounted dangerous folly; when then, alas! do i put up that womanly defence, to say i have done no harm?
shoot meh
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[22 Jan 2006|08:56pm] |
im andy nash: why were you in the health office tatiSavestheDay: i was getting a tampon. tatiSavestheDay: hahaha im andy nash: hahahahaha im andy nash: oh
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morbidart976: ew okay yeah right morbidart976: if you dont tell me morbidart976: then im gonna tell everyone that you had diarhea tatiSavestheDay: what tatiSavestheDay: whattarya gunna do tatiSavestheDay: HAHA NO!! morbidart976: at alyssa party tatiSavestheDay: omg tatiSavestheDay: carolyn.. you so wouldn't morbidart976: THEN YA GOTTA TELL MEH
ewww HHAHAHAHAHHAHAH
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[22 Jan 2006|03:44pm] |
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Bring on survival and the peace of a one-track mind
Well, last night was... kind of lame, I think. Paul and Nik and them are all these big JACKASS JERKS. God.. such bad vibes, and so unnecessary like... awkwardness for seriously NO REASON(not to me, but you know) I was sad that Alyssa didn't like her hair, because I really liked it. I was sad that Nik was being a dick about it because Alyssa seriously does not deserve that shiet. Anyways, I was like blah. Then Carolyn and I drove to Burger King? (now that I think about it, it was really fucking random because I all hate Burger King) Under the influence (unsafe).. then I like stuffed my face and we were all watching "Shanghai Noon" (NASTY WHAT THE FUCK) and I all kept thinking of these nasty things... DAHAHAH Then I had to go pick up Nikki from Tony's house under the influence still. Then we went to Del Taco again because I was all still hungry... and then we went to Del Taco AGAIN because Carolyn wanted a BOO REE TOE and then we saw Alex and David. So we talked to Alex and David and stuff. We bagged on stuff and they were being SO NICE! Aw I love them they rock. Then it was like.. 12:30am or something and we drove back to Carolyn's to greet her with food. AND ALEX AND DAVID ALL FOLLOWED US TO CAROLYN'S TO MAKE SURE THAT WE ARRIVED SAFELY AND SURELY AWW SO NICE OF THEM WHAT THE FUCK!
Al: "Heyuh wacha guys doin over here?" Me: "Oh we're sleeping at oaifuhdasofujhCaroieolny's house" Al: "Oh, alrightttyyyyyyy just wanted to make sure you guys are ok!" Me: "AW! K BYE!" ::runs inside like a jackass::
Aw sexy men.
HAHAHAH and then we all started to watch "A WAlk to Remember" and I was all laughing HYSTERICALLY AT EVERYTHING (as usual) and Carolyn all kept going "Ugh, CAN I EAT MY BURRITO? I REALLY WANT TO EAT MY BURRITO NOW CAN I PLEASE CALL YOU BACK PLEASE" ahha sooo FUNNY! And then I started cracking up when Nikki all started singing taht nasty song hahhahah oh man oh man
i am so funneh
I have homeowrk but im so not going to do it
Ok Dave if you're reading this I soo saw you driving this morning and I knowy ou saw me too so don't try to say you didn't see me! ahhaaha -sorry i didn't mean to cut you off. hahah
I was all making faces with the break lights and license plates. God, I'm such a dumbass.
YAYYAYAYAYYAYAYYAYAYAYmevanttotrah
byebye
i love carolyn because we were all making fun of pauls hat HAHAHH i love carolyn because she's nice and is my friend =) <3
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1. Of all the bands/artists in your cd/record collection, which one do you own the most albums by? The Beatles or MxPx or Weezer
2. What was the last song you listened to? "east coast envy" - the starting line
'3. What's in your record/CD player right now? In my car it's Lifetime, and in my house it's Starting Line
4. What song pretty much sums you up? silent all these years - tori amos through being cool - saves the day
5. What's your favorite local band? milwaukee, even though they aren't THAT local. sacramento. whatever.
6. What was the last show you attended? Saves The Day/Senses Fail
7. What was the greatest show you've ever been to? Taking Back Sunday = FUN
8. What's the worst band you've ever seen in concert? senses fail, greeley estates, bleed the dream
9. What band do you love musically but hate the members of? oasis
10. What is the most musically involved you have ever been? drumming
11. What shows are you looking forward to? COACHELLA AND LIFETIME
12. What is your favorite band shirt?:x orange saves the day one because me and stacey both have it :)
13. What musician would you like to hang out with for a day? rivers, duh. or the guy (haha) from something corporate = yum
14. What musician would you like to be in love with for a day? rivers, duh. wait i already am. sexy boy.
15. Pat Benatar or Cyndi Lauper? err
16. Sabbath or solo Ozzy? sabbath
17. Commodores or solo Lionel Ritchie? err
18. Punk rock, hip hop or heavy metal? punkhiprockhop
19. Doesn't Primus suck? i wouldn't know
20. Name 5 flawless albums: 1. Weezer - The Blue Album 2. Saves the Day - Through Being Cool 3. Nirvana - Nevermind 4. The Beatles - Abbey Road 5. Mae - Destination: Beautiful (daha)
21. Did you know that filling out this survey makes you a music geek? Oh, really? I never noticed...
22. What was the greatest decade for music? 90's
23. How many music-related videos/dvds do you own? 3
24. Do you like Journey? sure
25. Don't try to pretend you don't! ok
26. What is your favorite movie soundtrack? I am Sam, derrrr
27. What was your last musical phase? EMO GRUNGE EMO
28. What's the crappiest CD/record/etc. Whatver the one is for Mad At Gravity, shit.
29. Do you prefer vinyl or CDs? CDs are smaller. I don't own any vinyls, so CDs I guess.
30. All totalled, how much do you spend on music a month? $3284739847293847927987749279439249873948.99
mixed signlas = no no. me sad me sad
sits by phone.
this is such a pity!
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[16 Jan 2006|10:32pm] |
[x] I miss somebody right now. [x] I dont watch much TV these days. [ ] I love olives [x] I love sleeping. [ ] I own lots of books [ ] I wear glasses or contact lenses. [x] I love to play video games. [x] Ive tried marijuana. [x] Ive watched porn movies. [ ] I have been in a threesome. [ ] I have been the psycho-ex in a past or current relationship. [x] I believe honesty is usually the best policy. [ ] I like and respect Al Sharpton. [x] I curse frequently. [ ] I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. [x] I have a hobby. [ ] Ive been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing [ ] I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me [ ] Im really smart. [x] Ive never broken someones bones. [ ] I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. [ ] I hate the rain. [x] Im paranoid at times. [ >] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. [x] I need money right now! [ ] I love Sushi. [ ] I talk really, really fast. [x] I have semi-long hair. [ ] I have lost money in Las Vegas. [x] I have at least one brother and/or one sister. [ ] I was born in a country outside of the U.S. [x] I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis [x] I have a twin. [x] I have worn fake hair/fingernails/EYELASHES in the past [ ] I couldnt survive without Caller I.D. [x] I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months. [ ] I know how to cornrow. [ ] I am usually pessimistic. [ ] I have a lot of mood swings. [ ] I think prostitution should be legalized. [ ] I think Britney Spears is hot. [ ] I have a hidden talent [ ] Im always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. [ ] I think that Im popular. [x] I have kissed someone of the same sex. [ ] I enjoy talking on the phone. [ ] I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. [>] I love to shop. [x] I would rather shop than eat [ ] I would classify myself as ghetto [ ] Im prep and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders [ ] Im obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal or Myspace. [ ] I dont hate anyone. [ ] I dont think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington [ ] Im completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother [x] I have a cell phone. [ ] I watch MTV on a daily basis. [x] I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months [ ] I love drama. [ ] I have never been in a real relationship before. [x] Ive rejected someone before. [>] I currently have a crush on someone. [>] I want to have children in the future [x] I have changed a diaper before. [ ] Ive called the cops on a friend before [ ] I bite my nails. [ ] I am a member of the Tom Green fan club [x] Im not allergic to anything [x] I have a lot to learn. [ ] I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger [ ] I plan on seeing Ice Cubes newest "Friday" movie. [>] I am very shy around the opposite sex. [ ] Im pretty much online 24/7, even as an away message. [ ] I have at least 5 away messages saved. [x] I have tried alcohol or drugs before. [ ] I have made a move on a friends significant other in the past [ ] I own the "South Park" movie. [ ] I have avoided assignments at work to be on Xanga or Livejournal or Myspace [ ] When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum [ ] One of those neighbors was the same sex. [ ] I enjoy some country music. [x] I would die for my best friend [ ] i think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. [ ] I watch soap operas whenever I can [ ] Im obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist. [ ] I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all [ ] I know all the words to Slick Ricks "Childrens Story" [x] Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. [ ] I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it. [ ] I have dated a close friends ex ( once)
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